Your Guardian Angel
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel lyrics
When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
'cause you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay, yeah
Whoa-oh, stay, whoa
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray, (gray)
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Song lyrics | Your Guardian Angel lyrics
It's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away, and the feeling that I'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way.
All the times I have sat and stared, as she thought fully thumbs through her hair.
And she purses her lips, bats her eyes and she plays with me, sitting there slack jawed and nothing to say.
'Cause I love her with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands.
'Cause she's all that I see, and she's all that I need, and I'm out of my league once again.
It's a masterful melody, when she calls out my name to me.
As the world spins around her she laughs rolls her eyes and I feel like I'm falling but it's no surprise.
'Cause I love her with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands.
'Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea, but I rather be here than on land.
Yes, she's all that I see, and she's all that I need, and I'm out of my league once again.
It's her hair and her eyes todaythat just simply take me away,
and the feeling that I'm falling further in lovemakes me shiver but in a good way.
All the times I have sat and stared, as she thought fully thumbs through her hair.
As she purses her lips, bats her eyes and she plays with me, sitting there slack jawed and nothing to say.
'Cause I love her with all that I am, and my voice shakes along with my hands.
'Cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea, but I rather be here than on land.
Yes, she's all that I see, and she's all that I need, and I'm out of my league once again.
What Happened on 7th of June 1984 in World's History?
World History Timeline - 1984
Over 1,000 are killed when Prime Minister Indira Gandhi sends troops to the Sikh Golden Temple in India.
Madonna gets her first hit with ``Like a Virgin,'' and Prince releases his album Purple Rain.
The Olympic Games take place in Los Angeles and are boycotted by fourteen countries of the Soviet bloc.
John McEnroe wins both the Wimbledon and the U.S. Open tennis championships.
Shimon Peres becomes prime minister of Israel.
Apple Computer, founded by Stephen Wozniak and Steven Jobs, releases the Macintosh personal computer.
British Prime Minister Margaret Thatcher, a fan of the free market, privatizes telephone service.
Photographer Ansel Adams dies at age 82.
Famine in Ethiopia kills hundreds of thousands.
Incumbent Ronald Reagan wins re-election to the U.S. presidency. His Democrat opponents are Walter Mondale and Geraldine Ferraro, who is the first woman to run for vice-president from a major political party.
"World History Timeline - 1984." 2007. The History Channel website. 6 Jun 2007, 11:59
http://www.history.com/wt.do?year=1984.Well ladies and gentlemen, with a bit of my narcism, allow me to present to you that on that day too, the incredible Sigit Angdrew was born.
If I could be granted one wish for my bday... I would wish for everyone's happiness... we are living on a very challenging world nowadays... I wish that the bad would turn good and the good would be better...
There are those who are having love problems, there are those who are having family problems, there are those who are having work problems, and there are those who are having difficulty finding peace...
Thus, I pray for blessings upon all of us... Bless Y'all!
Our Deepest Fear
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
by Marianne Williamson
Out of Reach
Why....
Do I long for it so much but it's not meant to be?
Why...
Does it seem so close but it's to far to reach?
Why...
Do I have to be so greedy?
Why...
Do I fall into the circle of never-ending search?
Have you ever felt something you want so much... something you could picture that it would be very nice for you to have... but you just can't get it?
Have you ever felt that it's too good to be true... some dreams that you see beautiful that it just wouldn't happen?
How do you feel when that happen?
I've been feeling this for the past month... I see something that I like, I want, I desire... but something inside of me is pulling me back from getting it...
There are too many considerations... there are too many confusions... that prevent me from trying my best to obtain it...
Guess how it feels... It sucks I tell you... it's the worse feeling you could ever imagine...
I guess, you can't always get what you want, huh?!
Anyway... perhaps it's not my path... maybe it's not my luck... and probably not in my lifetime... but damn wouldn't that be the greatest dream ever...
Peace out
A Twentysomething's Guide to Taking Your Time & Finding Love
By Jason Ryan Dorsey
I'm a Twentysomething. Many of my guy friends are about the same age and single. For a few of them, their lack of a significant other is absolutely unbearable -- and not just on Valentine's Day. These guys are constantly falling in love with women they barely know. One date, two dates, and then they use the "L" word after dessert and a movie.
What are they thinking?
I usually get a distressed phone call or text message a few days later when they can't understand why the woman they've just met (but know for sure they love) is not returning their calls. They've only left 41 messages -- and that's after another 16 hang-ups. Maybe their true love lost her cell phone? No. Maybe the Internet is broken four miles away? No. Maybe they should drive by her house to talk personally? Heck no.
After a few more weeks and a dozen more whiny messages, these relationship-needy guys get the hint -- and so does the girl: stay away from guys who fall in love before the appetizer gets cold.
For the next few weeks, my brokenhearted friends mope around like the world is over. They keep asking themselves why the relationship didn't work out. They thought she was perfect. They thought she would make a great wife. They thought she would make a great mother. Mother! They haven't even met her mother. They haven't spent a Thanksgiving dinner trapped at her parents' house to see what the family is really like. Yet they pine for this goddess of love whose middle name they do not know.
What has led these intelligent Twentysomething men to this position of neediness, clinginess, and recurring heartbreak? A few factors are at work.
Great expectations, instant gratification
Many Twentysomethings have grown up always getting what they want. They got the clothes they want. They got the car they want. They begged for better grades and got those, too. And they're used to getting what they want immediately and on their own terms. They expect to walk into a coffee shop and get their triple-cream-mocha-latte with sprinkles made just for them, with their name written in bold green marker on the side of the cup to prove it. They also get their favorite DVDs delivered directly to their home, their emails forwarded to their phone, and up-to-the-minute weather bulletins displayed on their computer screen. They even have the option to get fresh groceries delivered, but they won't because they can't cook unless Mom helps.
In addition to being raised on instant everything, these consistently head-over-heels-in-love and heartbroken Twentysomethings have huge expectations. The real world hasn't always gone the way they wanted -- instead of making CEO in a year they make 4,000 copies in a day -- but they use their 12 credit cards to fill the self-esteem gap. After all, who needs to buy a red 3 Series BMW with chrome rims when you can lease it?
The one area in particular where these frustrated Twentysomethings have not yielded their expectations is meeting that special someone, falling passionately in love, and spending a lifetime traveling the world while their kid's diapers are changed by a nanny (okay, so maybe that's my dream).
Now add to this mix of high expectations and instant gratification the reality that many Twentysomethings grew up spending little quality time with their parents. Instead, they learned how to have a healthy adult relationship watching a combination of He-Man and HBO. Luckily, their parents have a chance to make up for lost time, since these Twentysomethings still live with them. But mooching off Mom and Dad can only last so long, 35 at the max, which adds to the motivation to find that special someone who knows how to wash underwear without turning it pink. All of which leads back to them rushing into love on the first date and saying so on the third. And why not share the L word while you are in line for lunch at an all-you-can eat $6.99 Chinese buffet? Is anywhere else truly more romantic?
Advice for the lovelorn
Guys, if you're a Twentysomething and consistently heartbroken in three dates or less, here's some advice your friends are probably too nice to give you:
Raise your standards -- having a shadow doesn't mean she's perfect for you
Start each relationship as friends
Take it slow
Recognize that someone out there is right for you
The secret to keeping that special person is to not scare them off on the first date. Make her laugh, feel comfortable, and want to hang out with you again. Give her a call a few days later, not a few times the next day. Have some casual conversations by phone. Let the relationship takes its natural course.
If you're not feeling the love, move on. And if you are feeling the love, don't say it right away! Instead, invite her on another date. And maybe, just maybe, she'll tell you the L word first.
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It's almost rare to see articles or a post that explains how men act like men. Well, I think this article posted on Yahoo Personals kind of explains a group of men's behaviour (wimpy whiny and sentimental men, which btw kind of like me:P).
I like the part where he says, we are used to getting everything instantly... when you're broke, you ask your parents for the pocket money... when you need a car, you drive your dad's jeep, when you're hungry, you yell at your maid to get you food, and even sometimes, when you long for girls, just brush your hair and voila! One is sitting next to you... I call that a Pimpin' Life style!!!
Nothing against all pimps because it's good that those pimps have that easy-goin life... But for those "half-pimp" sometimes you can't just get what you want all the time. Sometimes a girl you fond of, gives you a kick in the butt and dump you... or sometimes your work doesn't go like it should... or sometimes your friends are just against your will when you guys hang out... Well those are just the minor disappointments men will face... It just felt like a major letdown because we're not used to getting those bad things... like the article says, we're used the easy and happy life... so that's why some men will be freaked out when a date is not going well.
I think this article applies well to me too... I'm a TwentySomething guy... I've had heartbreaks I've faced crazy working environment, I've had many letdowns, and I've faced irrational friends and family before... but hey... those are just the reality check bouncing hard to you and zapping you back to reality. For most sentimental guys like myself, our biggest letdowns might be girls... This article kind of gives us tips to be careful with our steps... I gotta admit, I am clueless when it comes to how to treat a girl...
Keep in mind that girls aren't instant noodles or Frozen pizza... They're like gourmet meal that need a lot of cooking and attention:D (Crazy metaphor, huh?!) So like any great cooking, it takes time to prepare them. Expect some disappointments but also don't cry over a spoiled milk (and again with the food and beverages metaphor:P). Any letdowns you had just reminds you that life isn't as easy and fun as you think. Stop being a wimp whiny sonofagun (kind of saying that to myself :P)
A'ight... some inspirational post from the GiTz!
Peace
