Sigit's blog is reborn with new layout... new and updated posts which will be updated regularly (I'll force myself to update)...
I just feel like writing and letting my feelings out lately... I revisited my blog yesterday... and all those writings and memories flashed back to me...
Those times were the greatest... even though I had my ups and downs but those are unforgettable memories... The best time of my life when I had my highest confidence level... being myself... carefree... and full of energy...
Things have changed now... I'm working... busting my ass off... trying to settle down...
I'm doing two jobs at the same time... my own family business and the whole association partnership in education business...
Maybe it's me who views it all wrong but what I've gone through lately has taken the best out of me...
I feel down... my self-esteem is at the lowest point ever... and I'm not being myself... I can't do anything right... I overthink everything and ended up always making the wrong decision...
I may give my blog a new life... but GOD do I wish I can be reborn... I want to be spirited as I used to be... full of motivation... full of dreams...
Anyways... it's a new blog alright... I just wish it's going to be a new me too!
Peace